Some Days Hurt More Than Others

Do you ever miss someone so badly that some days it gets difficult to breath?

I know school is about to start and I would like nothing else than to tell them good luck with the new year. My sons are starting new schools this year. One to high school the other to a private school of his mother and her husbands choosing. Calling would only put them into turmoil because of the emotional beating they would take from her. She would see my contact with them as a threat and it would just start a new campaign on her part to make sure they didnt have second thoughts on not seeing me.

Some days its harder to deal with missing them than others.....